Galfond Challenge: Galfond legt de strijd tijdelijk stil
Toen de Galfond Challenge de derde volledige week inging, begon het met een sessie op zondag, de vijftiende van de heads-up pot-limit Omaha-wedstrijd tussen Run It Once Poker-oprichter Phil Galfond en mystery challenger "Venividi1993".
Galfond begon de week met bijna €800.000 in de mind na iets meer dan 9.000 handen en hij ging proberen om in ieder geval een deel van dit verlies goed te maken. Elke redelijke winst zou het verlies een stuk dragelijker maken én hoop geven aan alle fanatieke fans van Galfond.
Het was echter Venividi die wederom een klap uitdeelde en meer dan €100.000 wist te winnen, waardoor zijn totale winst op meer dan €900.000 kwam. Daarmee heeft hij een flinke voorsprong opgebouwd na 9.927 van de geplande 25.000 handen. Zodoende heeft hij ook een uitstekende uitgangspositie in de sidebet, die hem nog eens €1,5 miljoen kan opleveren.
Een geplande sessie voor dinsdag werd geannuleerd, waardoor velen zich afvroegen hoe het nu verder moest met de Challenge. Galfond zelf zei op Twitter dat hij nog steeds dol is op wat hij doet en dat hij alle reden heeft om Venividi te blijven spelen, ondanks de grimmige resultaten tot nu toe.
Dinsdagavond bevestigde Galfond de 'angst' van sommige railbirds toen hij aankondigde dat de Challenge tegen Venividi werd opgeschort. Dit is wat hij te zeggen had:
As I mentioned in my last downswing post, a big consideration during any downswing is when it's time to give up and play elsewhere, as is figuring out when it's time to take a break and regroup.
Up until a few days ago, I was very proud of the way I'd handled a very unfortunate run. I think that I played well and remained as level-headed as can be expected.
After a seemingly endless string of losing days, I managed to find a winning one. I won €88K over a session where I felt great about my play (which had been true for some losing days as well. I got a taste of the downswing ending, and I was excited about the future.
That was followed by my biggest loss yet — €268K. I felt some tilt during that session, but managed to play my B game. Again, I was proud of myself considering the circumstances. The last two days, unfortunately, I can't say the same thing. In my last couple of sessions, I could tell that I'd abandoned my gameplan for plays that felt better (emotionally), and I couldn't seem to gather my thoughts coherently, or to make reads like I normally do.
I was playing scared. I was expecting to lose. I simply couldn't get my brain to work properly. The most difficult thing about an extended downswing isn't the loss of money — it's the loss of hope. It's the gap between the result and your expectations, and how it changes your vision of your poker future. For example, I've lost €900K, but when comparing my expectation for how this year would go to my new expectations, I've lost much more. For some people, they question whether or not they'll be able to ever win again.
I'd kept my composure through loss after loss, focusing just on playing the best I could. When I experienced a winning day, I started to believe in my high hopes about the future of the challenge. (Remember from my last post, right or wrong, I'd felt like I had an edge and that things were reasonably likely to turn around). Afterwards, I was quickly and forcefully shown that it wasn't going to happen.
I lost that hope, and it was replaced by depression. I'm proud of the way I kept it together for so long, but I found my mind's limit.
I've experienced downswings of this size before, but this is the first time that one has begun precisely as I kicked off a high stakes, public challenge that I was incredibly excited about. I don't really know whether it was the gained and lost hope, fatigue from day after day of intense poker and study, or something else, but I know that I've become unable to play my A or B game.
Regardless of where we stood at the start of the match, I'm confident that my C game a big underdog to Venividi's A game (I think we can all agree on that :)), and I don't believe I can realistically expect to get back to playing my best soon.
I took my one allotted day off yesterday to think things over. I've been seriously considering throwing in the towel on this first challenge, accepting defeat, and taking a break to reset my mind before heading into the next ones. The idea feels awful to me, but so does continuing to play poorly against a really good opponent.
What I've decided to do for now is to see if I can get my head on straight before making a big decision like that. Venividi and I only had six more challenge sessions this month, ending on the 19th, due to travel plans (I planned to play part of another challenge at the end of the month, which I still hope to do.) I'm going to pay the predetermined penalties to not play these sessions (roughly €3K/day).
Once I can get my brain working again after a little bit of recovery, I'll decide whether I feel ready to continue on March 1, or if it's time to regroup and move on to another challenge.
I've had a session win/loss record of 1-12-2 over these first 15 days of play. I know it was been hard for some of you to watch! I hope I feel prepared to come back and put on a good show for you all, but I know that realistically, as much as I don't want to, there's a chance I'll have to just take the loss.
Thanks to everyone who's been a part of the challenge and to everyone who's been watching, creating content, and talking about the match. I'm sorry for the little break in the action here, but I promise that either way, there will be plenty of challenge play ahead.